it's been this and that, one after another
and i keep it to myself
some because it is only for me
but some because there is nobody else
all the tests...
and not the educational kind,
what do i do now?
nights over here are better,
lonelier but more peaceful
i'd rather be at home
but i shouldn't
i watched my dad fall for the first time
once,
and again the next day,
and the callous remarks that followed
...i couldn't.
honestly i'm not even tired anymore, i'm just done.
